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Gang orca x a male reader whos quirk is that he's really snake like. Winter is here and reader is getting super sluggish and sleepy bc of the cold! Please and thank you!!
gang orca with his sleepy snake sboyfriend
pairing: gang orca x male!reader (he/him)
genre: fluff, light comfort
warnings: gang orca, he needs a warning, he makes me have my happy shivers and i love him please love him he deserves it
author's note: i love this man so DAMN MUCH THANK YOU SM FOR THIS-
also, y'all, plz feek free to send in requests! i can't guarantee i'll get to them quick, but i will get to them. there are some that will take me longer for education/research purposes, but i want to be as inclusive as possible, and part of that is having an idea of what y'all would like to see. i love you all!! â¤ď¸
EDIT: i came in to edit bc i wrote this at 2 am and i can see where the exhaustion started beating me-
so he's. a mammal. đ§ he's warm-blooded. but that doesn't mean he hasn't built up a tolerance for extreme weather conditions. being a hero means working year-round, no excuses or real exceptions unless you're out of commission.
so when you two first met during a fight in the winter months, he was kinda confused as to how you became a hero- especially with how you quickly climbed the charts over the summer without even a slight issue.
you just seemed so... off. and it wasn't until afterwards that he even considered how your quirk effects your body. he was honestly surprised that you still had to be out there when your body was basically trying to get you to shut down just being out in that temperature.
"ah, pardon me if this is a rude question, but-"
"pardon me for cutting you off, but the answer is that i can still fight. i may be a little more sloppy, but we caught the villain, right?"
the way you only took a few moments to warm yourself before rushing back into action was when he first started feeling something.
and eventually you two started talking outside of work, getting to know each other and developing an incredibly deep bond over how you fear being outcasted because of how your quirks scare others off.
it grew. and it grew. and now, here you are, three years later living in the same apartment and proudly wearing the title of the oddest, most surprising power couple of your time.
obviously, after so long, he's educated ss to why you get the way you get in the cold. now his concern is trying to avoid that, especially during hero work.
at first it starts with gentle reminders when he's checked the weather.
reminders like:
"[Name], make sure to take your jacket."
"yeah, it's starting to get colder out. do you have the right clothes?"
"please make sure to take time to warm up when you can, alright, dear?"
but as it gets colder, s t r e s s.
but this is kugo sakamata. is he going to show you stress by smothering? no. no, instead:
cuddles.
HEAR ME OUT-
in the winter months, he's a lot more aware of the areas of the city you cover. he stays alert during patrolling to reassure himself that you aren't curled up in an alley starting to freeze to sleep-
a lot of times it can be frustrating to you because you want to be independent. you want to be able to do hero work without burdening others, especially the man you love most. but then you realize he has a point, and you're caught in this awkward space of wanting independence but needing help. :((
because of this, you start re-developing insecurities of your quirk, which sucks because you were just starting to get past them.
"uh- kugo?"
"hm?"
"you can't notice the - uh... the..."
"shedding?"
"yeah..."
he hates how much you look down on yourself and your quirk, and he honestly wishes he could change society.
a lot of times, he'll reassure you verbally
"you don't need to feel ashamed. it's natural."
"kugo- please-"
"i can't tell. i promise. but even if i could, it wouldn't matter. you're a hero, [Name]. if people can't get over the fact that it's part of the same amazing body of the hero who's saved hundreds - if not throusands - of lives, that's not your fault."
but other times, when he notices it's just not cutting it-
he'll cuddle you-
and in the winter? he's killing multiple birds with one stone (RIP hawks đ)
not only does he get the satisfaction and reassurance of holding you, but you feel comforted and it's helping better regulate your body temperature. it works as a momentary state of brumation (i learned so much abt snakes bc of this i-) and you're able to relax against him as you soak in as much body heat necessary.
when he CAN'T be around to cuddle you, he makes sure 100% that:
you get cuddles when you get home. he will pull you into his arms as soon as you walk in, and at that point you give into it. most of the time you straight up fall asleep because your body feels two times more worn that it does on the worst summer days.
your winter uniform is always ready to go. he will never let you go on patrol on cold days without that gear. he's not controlling, but that's the one thing he just can't let you do. if your uniform for some reason isn't ready, you're staying home
"darling, it's my job. i have to go, winter outfit or not-"
"without your winter outfit, you won't be able to function on your way down the block, let alone through a fight."
"... i hate it when you're right... you really are such a dilf."
"dilf?"
"...nevermind... anyways, since i'm trapped, might as well keep me warm?"
he cuddles you until he HAS to go on patrol, and when that happens, he tucks you in with three big, warm blankets and adjusts the temperature control to keep the home extra warm for you.
before you move in, he gets a special mattress that also includes mild temperature control.
he literally does everything to make sure you stay warm.
if for any reason things don't work out, he will immediately know. other pros already know to contact him ASAP if they see you unable to perform.
he picks you up, takes you back to the agency, sits you by a heater and wraps one of his big suit jackets around you,,
so warm, so gentle đŠ
and yes, hot chocolate/tea.
overall, 10/10, will cuddle you again
#x male reader#xmale!readerblog#my hero academia#fanfic#mha x male reader#gang orca#bnha gang orca#gang orca x reader#literally just gang orca im sorry i love him so fuckin much#x male!reader#male reader#male!reader#bnha#my hero headcanons#boku no hero academia#read with me lovelies
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End of Season 3
Last one! Then Iâll shut up until October
Episode 51: Moving Into Dorms
â˘âI wonât make you worry, Momâ Izuku donât life to your mother like that
â˘âShe reminds me of my predecessorâ
âWhat why?â
âItâs the hairstyleâ All Might asbsjienb
â˘I LOVE THESE KIDS SO DAMN MUCH
â˘I genuinely just want like a spin off of the kids in the dorms. Like them just being super powered teenagers living together and being KIDS like. Please. Living with all your friends with powers? What could go wrong...? Think of the shenanigans
â˘Aizawa laying down the hammer wow
â˘I. Love. Kaminari. Jirou leave him alone
â˘BAKUGO AND KIRISHIMA I LOVE THEM OKAY
â˘Kirishima is Best Boi
â˘Uraraka falling over from shock the entire time and Iida freaking out is so cute
â˘MIDORIYAâS ROOM IM CRYING
â˘Tokoyamiâs is badass leave him be he tried so hard
â˘Mineta no
â˘Leave Ojiro alone heâs comfortable
â˘Kaminariâs room is literally any teenage boy room. I knew at least 4 guys who had a room almost exactly like that lmao
â˘I FORGOT KODA HAD A BUNNY
â˘The girls are outnumbered. Hate when Minetaâs right
â˘Bakugo is such an old man heâs already asleep I love a sleepy sad Boi
â˘Mineta:âI knew Iâd get in trouble if just I suggested seeing the girls dorms now I have people to back me up!â
Todoroki:âIâm over itâ
â˘Honestly Kirishimaâs isnât that bad yâall are just mean (except you Uraraka you get it)
â˘âIf I found out my boyfriend had a room like this Iâd dump himâ HAGAKURE WHAT THE HECK
â˘Shouji... honey. Your bed isnât even made. And they thought Ojiroâs was plain
â˘Okay Seroâs is cool âyup thatâs me, always the wild cardâ god I love you
â˘Todorokiâs is so cozy
â˘Sato is so. Sweet lmao we need more of him
â˘Jirou is so punk I LOVE HER
â˘Hagakure. So. Pink
â˘Mina. So. Hot Pink
â˘Ojiro is so polite heâs so good
â˘I need Momoâs bed
â˘LMAO SERO WRAPPED UP MINETA WHEN HE WAS BEING PERVY WE LOVE TAPE BOY
â˘YEAH SATO WON
â˘Intervention time
â˘Tsuyu is so pure she deserves so much
â˘YALL MADE TSUYU CRY IMMA FIGHT
â˘KIRISHIMA APOLOGIZING AND SAYING HE WONT MAKE HER SAD AGAIN WARMS MY HEART theyâre all so pure
Episode 52: Create Those Ultimate Moves
â˘Mido forgetting he was in the dorm is kinda cute heâs like wait this isnât my room at home
â˘âThatâs 2 questions. Calm downâ Iida itâs too early for this and Aizawa is a tired man
â˘Everyoneâs so intense. Then Mido is just like...I canât move my arms what the fuck do you want from me
â˘âHow can I fight with these damaged arms?â Well everybody told you NOT to break your bones, Deku
â˘ALL MIGHT HAVING A TEACHING FOR DUMMIES BOOK IM CRYING
â˘Lmao they just blew up Midoriya
â˘Nobody:
Mido and Uraraka: BOOOOOOBS
â˘âIâm Tenya Iida, the man you tricked into to being a walking billboard for you at the Sports Festival!â
âNEVER HEARD OF YAâ Hatsume has no chill
â˘Hatsume doesnât know personal space lmao
â˘âMy quirk is in my legs you mad womanâ Iida is done
â˘AND MIDORIYA JUST REALIZED HE HAD LEGS LMAO
â˘Mido is so soft for his momâs costume I love it
â˘Bakugo is literally trying to kill somebody
â˘âIf Iâm so worried about using my arms then Iâm use my LEGSâ what happens when you break your legs again honey THINK
Episode 53: The Test
â˘Gotta protect those stupid red shoes
â˘I live for Kamiâs choker. But Kiri you added sleeves. But still. No. Shirt. Honey
â˘Tsuyuâs hair up is *chefâs kiss*
â˘The girls talking about boys like regular teenagers I love it
â˘âITS A BOY ISNâT IT IS IT MIDORIYA OR IIDA YOURE ALWAYS HANGING OUT WITH THEM WHICH ONE IS ITâ Minaaaaaaa lmao she doesnât mess around
â˘Cue Uraraka watching Deku lmao âitâs not itâ SWEETIE YES IT IISSSSSSS
â˘Inasa is Iida x1000 and with WAY too much caffeine
â˘Erasure is too emo for love lmao
â˘âThink about it Erasure, if I was your wife your future would be a life of constant laughterâ
âThat sounds like a legitimate nightmareâ god I love this grumpy man
â˘I do love Joke and Aizawaâs âfriendshipâ if you want to call it that lmao
â˘ITâS DEKUS TWIN
â˘âThis charming pretty boy is going to steal our girlsâ Youâre right Kaminari he is
â˘âPlease date meâ
âShut upâ Iâm both Ms. Joke and Aizawa
â˘Aizawa has so much faith in his class heâs like Iâm not worried about my little shits just watch
Episode 53: Shiketsu High Lurking
â˘JIROOUUUUUUU
â˘âPROTECT THIS PERVâ Mina is my favorite 1A girl Iâm not sorry
â˘Shindo is slutty Deku and I love him
â˘I am the commentator wow
â˘âI donât know why but Iâm actually getting pretty excited about thisâ of course you are Midoriya you big quirk nerd
â˘âIn order to help others you have to be able to take care of yourselfâ DEKU SAID SELF CARE
â˘âMidoriya what is this enviable situation you fight yourself inâ Serooooo why
â˘Weâre gettin some good Sero content thank god
â˘Lmao thereâs a ninja school
Episode 55: Class 1A
â˘Todoroki is. As you say. A Badass
â˘Inasa:âWait what were we talking about!?â
Poor Random Kid:âI donât know. You just came up and started talking...â
â˘This is literally Anime Hunger Games
â˘Shouji holding Tsuyu is. So pure
â˘SHOUJI YELPING AND TURNING AROUND WHEN MOMO OPENS HER SHIRT TO USE HER QUIRK HES SUCH A GOOD RESPECTFUL BOY
â˘The power group we donât deserve: Momo, Jirou, Tsuyu, and Shouji
â˘KAMI AND KIRI FOLLOWING BAKUGO MAKES ME SO HAPPY they love to annoy him and it works but they work so well together love Bakusquad
â˘GOOEY KIRI IS GROSS LMAO
â˘Aizawa basically saying Mido and Bakugo are the leaders who help the class work better the most and that heâs honored to teach them is PEAK
Episode 56: RUSH!
â˘Sooo Shindoâs a sneaky bastard I see
â˘âTHIS IS WHY EVERYONES TERRIFIED OF YOU YOUâRE WAY TOO HARDCOREâ Kaminariâs right and he should say it
â˘I need more Baku and Kami interactions tbh
â˘âThose ugly ass gauntlets of hisâ love sassy Kami
â˘DEFEND BAKUGO SQUAD IS AIZAWA/KAMI AND KIRI YES I LOVE MY BOYS
â˘Oof Mido takes no prisoners
â˘It does suck that if you donât pass the Provisional License exam do you just never get your Hero License? Do you only get a set amount of times you can take it?
â˘Iida has grown so much
â˘Bakugo knows your secrettttt
â˘Jirou says fuck Kaminari lives lmao
â˘GO CLASS 1A ALL OUR KIDS MADE IT
â˘Aizawa shut up you big softie lmao
Episode 57: Rescue Exercises
â˘Sero why are you starting shit lmao
â˘Kirishima and Kaminari following Bakugo just because they want to is my favorite
â˘Momo stopping Uraraka from acting too quickly is great leadership skills. All these kids have what to takes to be heroes they work so well together and in situations like these I love these kids so much
â˘Shouji and Mineta are a good team because Shouji keeps Mineta in line and I appreciate it
â˘The fake bystanders are hilarious
Episode 58: Special Episode: Save The World With Love!
â˘All Might and David Shield (GAY)
â˘Bakugo why are you like this
â˘Midoriya is a giant softie romantic and I fucking love it
â˘All Might as a villain is just funny he gets so into the roll but heâs also just a bad actor lmao
â˘Mic needs to tone it down but heâs so funny
â˘I like Cementos a lot and Midnight is an A1 actress go her
â˘All Might running away and shattering the kids idea of love is so fucKING FUNNY LMAO
â˘Nice way to set up the movie
â˘UNLCE MIGHT
â˘GAY
â˘The timeline of this episode is throwing me off tho since this is before Midoriya moves into the dorms
â˘DadMight and Deku family vacation SO CUTE
â˘âYou are the real heroesâ THEYâRE SO PURE HOLY SHIT
Episode 59: Whatâs the Big Idea?
â˘Bakugo you need to calm down babe
â˘Gang Orca came to play damn
â˘Todoroki and Inasa are so chaotic together oh my god
â˘Gang Orca is just like what is up with these damn kids
â˘âIt was a shock to meet your father because when I looked into his eyes the only thing I could see was an insatiable anger aimed at the entire worldâ imagine being raised/trying to live with that hatred, Inasa
â˘Lmao Todoroki triggered Inasa into not coming to UA. Endeavor loves ruining kids lives doesnât he
â˘TELL EM OFF MIDO
â˘Inasa is so. Weird
â˘âWhy didnât I remember him? Heâs so loud and obnoxiousâ You were so blinded by hate for your father that you were literally blind to other people in your way sweetie
â˘LMAO JUST CHOKE A CHILD THEYâLL GROW STRONGER
â˘Highkey love Shindo ngl
â˘Team Work Boys come on
â˘Ojiro my fuckin BOYYYY
â˘OHHH TSUYU THATS MY GIRL WE LOVE POWER MOVES
â˘Love Hair Dude
â˘Gang Orcaâs actually impressed wow
Episode 60: A Talk About Your Quirk
â˘Mido passed yesss All Might Jr lol
â˘Bakugo and Todoroki. Whomp whomp
â˘B:âLet me see it [review of the exam]â
Kiri:âAhh how about you worry about yourselfâ
Kiriâs like please donât kill me
â˘Sero:âHey looks like Iâm pretty great at thisâ I love you Tape Boy
â˘I love how Iida just picks Mineta up by his cheeks and takes him away from people when heâs being too much lmao Dad Mode Activated
â˘Inasa and Todo are such an interesting dynamic. I havenât read the manga but I know the make up exam happened recently and their interactions always make me laugh
â˘Kinda forgot about Toga but there were hints that it was her the whole time so itâll be cool to actually meet Camie later on
â˘Holding his Prov. Hero License:âI have to show my mom and All Might right awayâ Izuku I love you precious boy
â˘oh my god One For All shut the fuck UP
â˘âI wonât be dying any time soon. Especially not by Shigarakiâs handâ if that is foreshaDOWING IM GONNA CRY IT BETTER NOT BE HIROKOSHI
â˘âWeâre gonna have a talk about your quirkâ Iâm ready to CRY
â˘Kiri sleeping is so cute I love his hair down. And Iida sleeps stiff as a board Iâm laughing reminds me of a friend of mine
â˘Bakugo please just. Breathe
Episode 61: Deku VS. Kacchan, Part 2
â˘MY FAVORITE EPISODE YALL
â˘Kacchan Hon, Deku doesnât live just to get in your way in life believe or not
â˘Bakugo DEFINITELY kinda planned on killing Midoriya AHH
â˘âWhy hurt each other when we could just talk things out?â
Bakugo tries to blow him up instead
â˘The flashbacks are killing me they were so small
â˘Bakugoâs voice cracking while talking about his anguish and self blame? That shit HURTED
â˘When he yells like this he looks like a feral wolf oh my god Kacchan
â˘Kacchan needs a hug. Too bad he doesnât understand being comforted by other people. So instead Izuku KICKS HIM IN THE FUCKING HEAD WHAT THE FUCK
â˘Feral Bakugo has been Leveled Up
â˘âOur relationship to one another is completely screwed upâ Oh really Mido what made you think that
â˘These kids wanna fuckin die
â˘âItâs obvious youâve always looked down on me even when we were kidsâ Bakugo you are a BIG DUMB BLIND BOOMY BOY
â˘Okay but the animation tho???
â˘âAll Might was my hero but you were the one ACTUALLY IN MY LIFEâ WHEN I SAY I SOBBED
â˘When Bakugoâs crouched and ready to strike, Me:âMA THERES A WEIRD FUCKING CAT OUTSIDEâ
â˘A wild Gremlin is loose Aizawa and All Might come get your kids
â˘FUCKIN KO BOI
â˘lmao whoops never mind
â˘my favorite MHA ship? Bakugou and Therapy
â˘ALL MIGHT YOU LITERALY JUST WATCHED THEM PUMMEL THE SHIT OUT OF EACH OTHER BRUH
â˘Bakugo blaming himself for All Mightâs retirement? Kill me
â˘âSometimes I forget that youâre childrenâ apparently everybody does THEYâRE 15/16!!!
â˘âDonât you dare lose againâ you are. So confusing
â˘Bakuâs little exhale tho he had so much weight on his shoulders this poor boy
â˘âIf this secret ever got out, people will wonder where the power went. You idiot why did you tell me about it beforeâ Dekuâs like I canât win with him lmao
â˘THEYâRE PROPER RIVALS NOW I LOVE 2 IDIOT CHILDREN
â˘Aizawa with his hair in a ponytail and black V neck tho? Oof when I say I love a man...
â˘Aizawa is done with this class and these 2 problem children in particular lmao
Episode 62: A Season For Encounters
â˘My boy Twice
â˘âYour face makes me want to pukeâ you get used to it rando villain dude...or noT DABI NO
â˘Dabi. Babe. Bruh. What the fuck
â˘Twice and Ectoplasm have similar quirks...TODOROKI WHERE ARE YOU
â˘Overhaul. Iâm gonna hate you so much I can tell. Especially for Season 4 I KNOW YOU you creepy Plague Doctor Asshole
â˘Kirishima trying to comfort Todoroki is adorable
â˘MONOMA WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS LEAVE PONY GIRL ALONE DONâT DRAG HER INTO YOUR BULLSHIT LMAO
â˘SHINSOUUUUUU âlooks like heâs bulked up a bit since the Sports Festivalâ my boy gettin BUFF since he knows Midoriya couldâve killed him if he wanted to lmao
â˘Kami playing with Ojiroâs tail gives me life
â˘...You ainât nothin but a Hound Dog Lmao
â˘BIG THREE. BIG THREE. BIG. THREE. MIRIOOOOOOO
â˘God I love Present Mic
â˘Sero and Mineta are asking to die I swear
â˘IIDA CALLING MIDO âHOUSE ARRESTâ AND DOING A FUNNY VOICE IM CRYING I love sassy Iida where has he been
â˘The first time I saw the scene of Mirio sticking his head through stuff to scare Mido was on Tumblr before I watched MHA and I was CACKLING AND CONFUSED
â˘The broccoli head was strong in that frame
â˘THE. BIG. THREE. AHHHH
Episode 63: Unrivaled
â˘Sometimes I forget how fucking gross Mineta is. Then he opens his mouth and it all comes flooding back
â˘âHe didnât do that great a job at the Sports Festival last year. Definitely left a strong impressionâ being buck ass naked will do that lmao
â˘I relate to Amajiki Tamaki so. Fuckin. Much. I feel you sweetheart
â˘LET! SHOUJI! TALK!
â˘Kaminari you dumb
â˘âThe futures gonna be!?... Awfulâ Wow. Mirio gets it
â˘Tamaki if you could get off the wall you could do what Mirioâs trying to teach these kids I love an anxious boy
â˘Big Tough Boi Kiri is both badass and soft I love a Rock
â˘Aaaannd Mirio traumatized a bunch of kids with his dick. Mostly Jirou lol
â˘Aizawa your whole class was just murdered by a wild naked man
â˘Mirio has a baby face TinTin but is fucking JACKED
â˘âI tried to make it so that you didnât see my willy. Sorry if you didâ Mirio youâre so cute Iâm going to bawl in Season 4 Iâm not ready
â˘Mirio walks so funny
â˘...who the fuck is Sir???
â˘Kiri bringing Baku his trash: âSure Iâll take it!â
Anybody else bringing Baku their trash:some kind of aggressive phrase
â˘Oh, you. I heard about you. I know what happens to you... this is gonna hurt, huh?
Whelp thatâs the end of my rewatch. I canât wait for Season 4! Is it October yet???
#mha rewatch#mha#my hero academia#bnha#boku no hero academia#long post#part 6#spoilers#i cant wait for season 4#...i thinn im homna read the manga#...and i might rewatch the movie and do another post like this#weâll see
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gang orca and your healing
pairing: gang orca x adopted!reader (he/him)
genre: comfort fic
warnings: domestic abuse, child abuse, anxiety, dissociation, ptsd (nightmares), and depression
author's notes: if im gonna be honest right now, im probably in the worst place mentally than I've been in a long time. but id be lying if i said this acc hasn't been saving me these past couple months. im sorry for how fuckin heavy this one is but i need to escape a little bit again. so. yeah uh. love y'all stay safe. like in others, do not read if you feel you're not in the right place mentally. đ
Seriously. It's better at the end, but it's also written in first pov, so please please do not read unless you feel okay to.
hurt. hurt all over; in my chest, tight and consuming; aching and numbing up my hands that fail to stay steady while i stare dead at the ceiling; paralyzing my legs with this fear that no amount of adrenaline could help me run from. but mostly in my head, crashing around in my skull with every beat of my heart while my thoughts go from overwhelming fast to heart-stoppingly silent.
my ears have tried to block out all the noise with a disgusting ringing that only creates a thin filter at best. the words still go in, still process, but their usual blood-rushing ability has fallen second to my current realizations.
this could be it. they're fighting, bad, and there's nothing i can do to stop it from getting worse. i can tell the yelling is only the beginning for now, and that very soon, i could be choking on my last words.
i close my eyes. i allow myself the chance to get a full, fresh breath of air in. if this is it, im not going to go out fighting it. im not going to give another reason to pity me in passing. im tired of acting as if im not exhausted.
as the air reaches my lungs, my chest begins to relax. yet, despite my best efforts, the thrown furniture outside my door causes it to tighten again.
stunned, my breath gets caught, hard, and i begin to choke. i try coughing it out, but exhaling suddenly seems like an impossible task. the filters give and everything is happening at full force for the last time.
this is it. this is it. no, no. it's not supposed to be this way, i can't just-!
im surprised to wake up to screaming. it's loud, piercing, and it sounds like someone is being stabbed to death. i don't know where i am, who's room this is, or why everything feels different. i don't know if im dead, or if im still dying, slowly, and it's not until the room's door is forced open that i realize the screaming in my own.
my throat feels raw, and i am suddenly aware of how uncomfortably sweaty i am, and how hard it is to breathe while im crying like this. i'm still confused, though, and it takes several moments of groggy and quiet coaxing to come to. i still can't stop crying, though, and my chest feels tight. the screaming is done, though.
once i come to more - the tears beginning to slow as my panic becomes shame - i realize it's sensei aizawa who had come in. he's making me breathe with him, but from the way he isn't trying to ground my senses yet, it's clear that he understands he's dealing with the remains of my panic. the rest has been drawn back in as my eyes begin to go distant. dad probably told him about the importance of my calming down before focusing on complete presence.
in the process of depersonalization, i missed the fact that sensei stopped talking about a minute ago. now another voice was reaching to me, but this one managed to pull me back in.
"[Name]. this is kugo." i obviously don't call him kugo, but using it here helps way more than "dad". "aizawa," is all he has to say, and pretty soon sensei is walking out to give us some privacy. im pretty sure i hear someone getting caught and dragged away for being a snoop, but im too drawn in from the warmth in dad's voice to bother caring then.
"[Name]," he repeats. "you don't need to turn the camera on, but mine is on." i look down at the screen and realize i can see him. he looks tired, but he's not in bed or in pajamas. im too lost right now to lecture him. he's there. looking at me because i'm alive. and i'm in my dorm room here at UA and i'm talking to him, my dad, on my sensei's phone. "would you like to do some breathing exercises?"
i didn't respond at first, so he repeated it again. he wasn't angry. he was firm, sure of his words, but he wasn't yelling or raising his voice. it wasn't low, either. it was at the perfect volume to keep me tethered to some semblance of reality.
i shook my head. "would you like to use the spare mattress?" he had to make these suggestions for me. it wasn't that i couldn't make decisions for myself, but it was much easier for him to guide me through this. and the spare mstress is a pull out from the bed i was on that he got for me when he realized my tendency to fall asleep on the couch or floor after s nightmare. i decided that being a little closer to the ground and out of the nightmare mattress would be nice, so i nodded and stood.
i pulled the mattress out before i grabbed the phone again. i got my pillow before laying down. i didn't really want a blanket then. "would you like me to stay?" i put the phone on my chest and looked up at the ceiling. i was already starting to feel a bit more connected, though i knew it'd take much longer until i was back to my complete self.
"mhm," is all i could croak out, but it was met with clear affirmation that he'd heard me. this wasn't the first time this had happened.
nightmares were easy to miss when i'd stay up for hours to listen for anything that could be of risk; another bottle opening, another passive aggressive comment, another heavy pair of footsteps walking towards another tornado of a situation. now, though, that there was peace, i had the chance to sleep long enough to relive the hell.
so no, it wasn't a first and it wouldn't be a last. the guilt started rising to slap me hard into a mania-driven reality, but dad seemed to read my mind.
"you became aware a lot faster. that's a really good sign. you're doing great, son." it was all i needed to be able to close my eyes and not see that room again instantly. "tomorrow is wednesday, so i'll be there to see you after your classes and we can discuss what to take away from this. for now, i will stay on the line so you can rest again." i almost forgot that he was going to help organizing some things for internships, which meant getting to eat dinner with him, something he asked about a week prior.
see, he was the father who did all the research, spoke to all the specialists, and asked all the questions so he could be the best father possible. and when i did my work study with him, he may have become aware of my home life. he may have also done extensive research on how he could help, but after a couple months of staying in touch with me to ensure my safety, he decided to take matters into his own hands (after a lengthy conversation with me, of course.)
all this to say he knew about boundaries. he knew it wouldn't be easy to take in a teenage son whose life had been rooted in pain and neglect. but he was willing to do his fucking best. and so anything deemed a sign of affection or in relation to accepting him as my parent was off the table until i made it clear it was ok. we were moving forward on my terms.
he really was the best.
"i love you, dad." it came out monotonous, missing the warmth i intended to return, but they were still big words. they still hung in the air as i started drifting in and out of sleep, subconsciously fighting it off.
"i love you, too, [Name]."
#kugo sakamata#x male reader#xmale!readerblog#son!reader#literally just gang orca im sorry i love him so fuckin much#gang orca#mha#father#adoption#comfort#read with me lovelies
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pro-heroes/staff masterlist (literally just gang orca)
main masterlist
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I refuse to write for any other Pro. đ§
đŠ (angst), 𼺠(fluff), đ¤ (comfort)
đ§ââď¸ (he/him), đ§ (they/them), 𤺠(he/they)
â¤ď¸ (romantic relationship), đ (platonic relationship)
"Gang Orca" â¤ď¸
gang orca and your healing (father!gang orca x adopted son! reader)(drabble?)(đŠđ¤)(đ§ââď¸)(đ)
gang orca with workaholic reader (drabble)(đ¤đĽş)(đ§)(â¤ď¸)
gang orca with his sleepy snake sboyfriend (drabbles/hcs)(đĽş)(đ§ââď¸)(â¤ď¸)
gang orca comforting his frustrated partner (drabbles)(đŠđ¤)(đ§)(â¤ď¸)
#mha x male reader#x male reader#x gender neutral reader#x nonbinary reader#nonbinary#gang orca#kuugo sakamata#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#literally just gang orca im sorry i love him so fuckin much
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